clairvoyantApparition @clairvoyantApparition@trollian.space

N: explode

N: umm is this like appropriate use of this
N: like do i put this or no

N: credit card,,

N: girl y does masto hate webp when it converts everything to webp

N: SEX:
N: M for MOTHER
N: F for FATHER

N: i think ive just been really lucky but my therapist and psychiatrist are like really cool
N: and trans related shit is like cool bc theyre cool and really all i want is diagnosis for my future for surgeries and shit ig
N: dont really understand the point of therapy tho but talking is cool lol
N: psychiatrist just is like take drugs see if it works which sucks and like idk sure mom liked when i was on thing but i was suffering and now im off everyone else and coworkers r like wow ur open now and cool and shit so like
N: its weird,,
N: but shes cool plus we one tried one thing but even then i dont get what were trying to help with especially since ive been doing so well recently

N: ok so u remember how i was like names and cashapp
N: well i asked my mom and i got a cash card now (with MY name on it)
N: (legal is used for shit but it wont be on card or shown on profile or anything)
N: and like,, hells yeah
N: she just was mad bc its "another venmo" bc she doesn't use these apps,, but after showing her the boost thing she was like hmmmm maybe
N: so idk accidentally converted her to it too LMAO
N: but like a card with MY NAME on it <3 <3

N: was going to buy this sunscreen spray but its fucking 11 dollars for this small can???
N: like is that normal for sunscreen where spray more expensive than the um paste ???

N: FUCK
N: i typed IRL instead of IRA

N: why is arizona tea not at dollar tree
N: like its perfect for it
N: but i mean dollar tree everything is 1.25 or 1.75 i forget now lmao

N: i should work in the mornings more
N: keep forgetting how much just being in like
N: morning or rain
N: helps me mentally like i can function more
N: also happier generally

N: JDPON on fance

N: thing i worry about most is how it would affect current job but like ill just say um "hey new name just so u know for billing purposes, dont have to use it i just changed name early to make shit easier"
N: no idea what to do bc i havent told them anything except parents suck
N: one coworker is gay hes cool so i think im fine since literally everyone is related
N: like the other ppl
N: like its two seperate families and two (three including me) ppl

N: oh and bc name shit i don't have to worry about cashapp card activation (i used my desired name for that)
N: and i also am allowed to do preffered name shit for school so I'll see what i can do abt that if i have the confidence to ask admin lol
N: parents r saying im throwing away what they do for me bc name change but like deadname not even good anyway but like whatever theyre being nice rn
N: they wont use desired name ofc but this is like wow this happening
N: like they think god told them to name me deadname and then something something irish which is like ???? but i mean yeah i support the IRL so maybe god got something right
N: desired name is a biblical name so um woahh

N: hotel transylvania dad but trans be like
N: blah haj haj

N: because of the fact my parents are fine w helping me w name change when i turn 18 (did i talk about that here?)
N: i have more hope for being able to go stealth but thing is is um
N: voice training, no privacy
N: like yeah theyll help w name change but they really don't like it but im surprised theyll help with it so ???
N: downside is cannot do hrt while in the house and like i was planning on doing in secret when i turn 18 also but like idk how fast effects would be for me personally so idk if thats even viable
N: but like my life looking pretty okay

N: im sleeping !! i work in 8 and a half hours

N: why is all homestuck music 4.13$ but hiveswap act 2 (not act 1) ost is just
N: 6.29
N: why that number

N: do you guys know what this is?
N: ive seen it on red bubble too but the shirts r crazy expensive and this listing here is confusing bc like is this all the shirts? like
N: ????
N: https://topatoco.com/collections/hussie/products/mspa-troubled?variant=39287037526127