N: because of the fact my parents are fine w helping me w name change when i turn 18 (did i talk about that here?)
N: i have more hope for being able to go stealth but thing is is um
N: voice training, no privacy
N: like yeah theyll help w name change but they really don't like it but im surprised theyll help with it so ???
N: downside is cannot do hrt while in the house and like i was planning on doing in secret when i turn 18 also but like idk how fast effects would be for me personally so idk if thats even viable
N: but like my life looking pretty okay
N: oh and bc name shit i don't have to worry about cashapp card activation (i used my desired name for that)
N: and i also am allowed to do preffered name shit for school so I'll see what i can do abt that if i have the confidence to ask admin lol
N: parents r saying im throwing away what they do for me bc name change but like deadname not even good anyway but like whatever theyre being nice rn
N: they wont use desired name ofc but this is like wow this happening
N: like they think god told them to name me deadname and then something something irish which is like ???? but i mean yeah i support the IRL so maybe god got something right
N: desired name is a biblical name so um woahh
N: thing i worry about most is how it would affect current job but like ill just say um "hey new name just so u know for billing purposes, dont have to use it i just changed name early to make shit easier"
N: no idea what to do bc i havent told them anything except parents suck
N: one coworker is gay hes cool so i think im fine since literally everyone is related
N: like the other ppl
N: like its two seperate families and two (three including me) ppl